How soon is now?

Today I sent off a submission for a juried exhibition, I mailed a painting to the east coast, I ate lunch with Jennifer, I listened to music, I worked with a couple interested in perhaps buying a couple of large pieces. I talked with my studio mate Bill and worried aloud with him. I packed up part of my studio.

I felt sad, depressed, and anxious. And then later I cried my eyes out and was again consoled over the static of 4000 miles.

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