Before the Bad News ...

As stubborn as I am, I went ice skating today after my doctor told me to be off the ice for 3 weeks.. That adviced came last week... As so much things happening in my head, I needed to clear my head.. Hitting the ice helps me to not focus on what's on my mind for a moment at least..

Things don't go so well today, I've not heard from my boyfriend for a week except on Tuesday... I screwed up one sample out of three thinking that I could do the testing on my own since my technician too busy talking and not working that I got fed-up and decided to do it myself...

After skating around the ice, I went to my doctor's appointment.. she wanted to talk to me about the X-ray that she ordered me to take last week.. I thought it was just nothing.. She came in and touch my knee and pressed it and all sorts of things.. and asked me to get dress.. Later, she returned with my file.. and said that it's not a good news rather bad news... well, what can I say.. She said that I needed to use crutches from now until they find out what's wrong with my knee or rather after the MRI.. I was shocked!! I can't cry... am a strong girl... Then she said that there's blood in my knee.. Double whammy!! Still Can't cry... She said that I might have torn a ligaments... Tripple Whammy!! Still Can't cry...

But now!! am at home.. am crying.... I didn't want to tell my family who is Thousands or more miles away from me ... This would worry them... Well, I guess am off the ice till then ... :(

I like listening to this song by Kenny..