Holiday blues

Think the holiday blues have well and truely set in already. On the way home and feel Pretty miserable. Not helped by the fact I had a tx from a friend I haven't spoken to in a while as now he is in a relationship he doesn't need friends apparently, and when I asked about Xmas drinks I got the response of 'il have to let u know if I'm free'. There is a whole month from now until Xmas, are u kidding me!

Also 'he' text today just to let me know he was going out for a drink with his ex tonight and that he thinks it will be an interesting night. Why 'he' felt the need to tell me this I do not know. Am I too sensitive?!? I think I may be!

My facade of not giving a s**t is starting to crack. And these are Some of the reasons that given half the chance I would go and live in a cave and bestow all of my affection on my trusty pet rock.

People! Bah