MEMORIES OF THE HEART!

I still not on the mood of celebrating holidays, after losing 7 members of my family that were very close to my heart and my two dogs, my mind still pretty much in the clouds. Today I tried very hard to pretend to be the one that I was 19 months ago. I cooked for my family and I told my man that I didn't want nobody in the house other than my children and him. After our Thanksgiving dinner we heared some music (we are music lovers) we had karaoke and I was surprised that the men in the house let me sing for quite a while. I used to see Thanksgiving as the day that I will start to prepared for my trip to see my father, brothers and etc, etc now holidays are just a dark cloud over me, the memories attack me mercilessly. I am trying very hard to become me again, it's not easy at all!

PLEASE DON'T GO
Kc & The Sunshine
Babe, I love you so
I want you to know
that I'm going to miss your love
the minute you walk out that door

so please don't go
don't go, don't go away
please don't go
don't go, I'm begging you to stay

If you live, at least in my life time
I had one dream come true
I was blessed to be loved
by someone as wonderful as you

Hey hey hey
I need your love
I'm down on my knees
beggin' please please
please don't go
don't you hear me baby
don't leave me now
oh no no no don't go