What's on my mind. I wonder.

Training was slack today. Very few people turn up and coach was not here. Guess today is the last training and everyone decide to slack off, even the coach? It's also a good news. Right thigh still hurts. Oh man, why cant I memorize steps of the kata well. I'm sure I repeat it more than seven times and I still can't remember most of the steps. Probably born with a brain with little memory. And the weird thing is I remember what's not important well.

Why am I getting pissed at every little thing? Or is it that I'm too sensitive.
Just sucks. Trying not to think too much. Feel like a lost kid.

Tired?