Jumbled and wanting to scream

That's me.
Back to being all over the place.
Not a good day pain wise.
Not a good day in my head space generally.
Broke down at work this morning - just so sick of being tired and hurting.
Made it through the day - mostly the kids were great and focussing on doing the part of my job that I am good at (teaching) rather than the bit I am feeling a bit shit at (leading!) helped.
Tetchy times for so many reasons.
A storm brewing on the horizon.
A 90 minute journey (20 miles!) to get home.
Have spent two hours looking at alternative jobs/careers - there aren't any for a girl who went straight from sixth form to university and straight back out into teaching.
That's a little bit more depressing!
Am going to bed.

(Does anyone else see the paper clip that looks like the screaming man from Edward Munch's painting? Or is that just me?)