Guess she gave you things I didn't give to you

Which one is the real me? :-)
I'm just waiting for the weekend. I want to do something funny! It has been so lame the last few days.. Lately, I haven't been as positive as I have been before.
To be honest, I've been thinking about going somewhere.. like, away, abroad maybe? It would be so cool!
Is it just the autumn that makes me feel so lazy and somehow really tired? Sometimes I get this really weird and kinda creepy feeling in my gut. When I'm thinking about my future. I don't want to feel this way!

Great lyrics!

Kovin helppoa on vajota hetkiin
joissa tunne on valhetta
sielusi kadotat vain öisiin retkiin
syntyy syviä haavoja

Sano sana ja tiedät mä tuun vastaan
ole rauhassa vielä mä sua seuraan
kyllä se jää kantaa