Rant over

Listen to this while reading...

Today I managed to really annoy someone before I even woke up, they posted something on the Faceybook thing, so I posted a harmless (And I do mean utterly harmless) jokey comment, her husband thought it was funny (And commented to that effect). However, the lady in question decided I was to be the target of a tirade of abuse in biblical proportions.

Being the kind, thoughtful & attention starved individual that I am I simply posted one reply "Who lit the fuse on your tampon" - I must point out, the reply she had posted was cutting, horrid & way over the mark for something so obviously harmless that her husband thought it was funny (I know them both). Anyway, I was already knacked off at the needless character assassination and my reply had the desired effect - FIREWORKS.

Rest of day was spent in a rather destructive mood (These things do happen to me, if I try to rein them in then it only makes it worse so I tend to just let go (All to do with Attention thingy ma bob). I make no apologies for what I said originally, or the reply (I desired a certain reaction and I got it).

Today's blip is an idea of how I felt inside today, menacing and unapproachable (In truth, I was polite to collegues, great with customers... But my facebook page was filled with some "less than tasteful jokes (Again for the response))

Missing a certain lady tonight (Yes blippers, a lady) She makes me smile when I'm down, laugh when I feel like I can't and generally is just there (In the best possible way). Taking things slow, and it seems to be going very well. (Also, recruited her onto blip haha). And even if said lady had been with me today, I would have been the same. As I say, this does happen once in a while, and I have learned to cope with myself the best way I know how, let it out before it destroys me.

And like that, the rant is done - I feel relaxed and will wake up tomorrow in my normally cheery, fun loving mood.