Ham!

Today I made the ham for my family's thanksgiving tomorrow.. i made it with pineapple slices, (something my family might not even be able to comprehend)

also involved in the concoction in the bottom of the dish there, is orange juice, honey, brown sugar, ginger ale... other things i can't remember.

Came out delicious (of course)

Today I was sad. Am sad. I'm tired of being sad, but it never leaves.
I want tattoos. Piercings. My own little game of self harm.

Today, is just another day. Like every other.

I miss my happiness.. it's been gone for so long, and I don't know how to get it back...

Avril Lavigne - Nobody's Home
Be strong, be strong now.
Too many, too many problems.
Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs.
She wants to go home, but nobody's home.
It's where she lies, broken inside.
With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.
Broken inside.