RIP Pablo

my little nemo fish, Pablo, died today and for the first time in my life, I', completely petless
I've literally never not had a pet before
this is so weird and I don't like it
at all
:(
went outside after burying him (we don't flush fish in my house) and saw the light hitting this orb thing in a cool way, maybe it's Pablo, maybe it's just sunset
who knows?