My beautiful mum with my poorly Nan

Went to the national wedding show at earls court today. Was good. Got lots of freebies.

After a quick dinner we went to see my Nan as she is in hospital again. I'm not really sure on the details of what is wrong with her but I know she looks really poorly and it wasn't looking good for a bit. Praying that the medicine will make her better, its 3 weeks until my wedding and although I know she won't be there I don't think I would cope well if she wasn't around at all. Wishing for her to hold on a little longer,for my mums sake if nobody else's. You can see,she is so worried.

Nan and I sang some songs today, she was out of it and slurry and constantly hicuping but there is somethin about me that my Nan associates with singing. Not sure what it is. She made me cry by saying I had made her day (I know she doesn't know who I am but it is nice to hear) and I told her she had to get better for the wedding.
By saying all of this I make her sound like she was chatting away, she wasn't, she was struggling but I think that was because of the morphine.

James had his stag do tonight, I am starting to think when we do things associated to the wedding,bad things happen. On mine my other Nan died and the day before James', Nan gets admitted to hospital. Let's hope there is not a trend being set. I don't like it very much.