Water Lillies

After taking a few weeks off for some R n R, I decided that I really miss blipping. Despite having some time out, things have been pretty hectic in Lelville.

On the upside, Mum is doing great and we have been going on trips out to get her used to Living down here with us.

Sonbon was well enough to go and see Adele sing at Hammersmith Apollo with the tickets we got her and she hasn't stopped buzzing since.

As for moi, I have been trying to evaluate everything that has happened over the last year and came to realise I hadn't had any "me" time to take all the changes that have been personally going on in my own life.

Since getting my 12 month all clear in March, so much has been happening to family and friends that I forgot to stop and take stock of my own feelings. I hit the proverbial wall and life just seemed to be racing ahead without me. So I cancelled all my bookings, stopped taking photographs and put the camera away. I lost all motivation which was hard for me.

Despite going away on holiday for most of the summer (The first since my illness was diagnosed) I found it all a bit too much. I felt tired and Low, even though I had an amazing time.

Now I am hoping that being back blipping and having some time out will re-motivate me and help bring me back to a level where I can just enjoy a life without Cancer (or feeling guilty for getting better when so many including my dad and sonbon don't).

Life for now is on a more even keel. ;-) xx