200 it is so...

...feeling very autumny today,

having done 200 blips it all felt special,

most of the time I keep quiet on my diary,
even I'd be very moved and inspired by
lovely comments and community

For some time I've been feeling sentimental,
wondering about my life so far; decisions, plans; future,
how I want to lead my life and what to do with this precious time

Adulthood started seriously after having 2 lovely and wonderful kids,
I feel they are my heart and my lungs,

also sometimes all the worry, injustice
alarming madness around the world
make me to doubt the point of my plans, my dreams

and for a long time I didin?t even remember what the dreams were,
just too busy trying to get by