Penser- To think

I wish I could rip out a page of my memory
'cause I put to much energy in him and me
Can't wait till I get through this phase
'cause it's killing me
To bad we can't re-write our own history

Again, a considerable amount of my study time was spent staring into space, just thinking. Is it bad that I still want it to happen? I know I shouldn't, but I do. A part of me thinks that if I give him space he'll come back, like before. But he probably won't right? I shouldn't want him to. 'Move on', I keep telling myself. It's easier said than done though, which is a dilemma. I have an English exam tomorrow that I am most definitely inadequately prepared for. Hoping I'll manage to make something up on the spot. It's ok because English is one of, if not, my favourite subject. Guess I'll see though.

This ain't how it's supposed to be.....
...This love is taking all of my energy
-Keri Hilson