Duckies

Hey blip, today was a good day - Did not manage to sleep well again, but work sorted it out so I got to do complex back office work all day so I did not have to go near the dreaded phone lines. (The phone lines are not bad, but when you are on them the pressure is on to help the customer and also ensure you hit/exceed every target)

I am aware that I can meet these targets, but I am worried that I may not manage, this brings on panic, which makes me more worried - And it's kind of a viscious circle. However, the complex work is difficult and involves lots of information, but I can focus on it and perform very well as I dont have the targets (If i did i would be exceeding them, but the worry is not there so everything is fine).

Weather permitting I am going out to play tomorrow with my new tripod, remote shutter release & lens kit (Polarising & UV lenses arrived today).