Like a Medicine..

.. eating food is a daunting part of dinner for me.. Unlike others in my family or other persons, am not an eater..

I can go without eating proper meal for few days as long as I've water, yogurt, almond milk, and fruits...

Am not on diet neither do I succumb to any dietary regimen.. I just don't like to eat lunch and dinner.. Odd indeed.. I, myself don't understand it either..

Food is like a medicine to me, my late husband, my family, and my friends had to force or encourage me to eat with them whenever they eat at the dinner table.. But then I only ate a little and just play with the food or do the staring game.. talking to myself in my head..

Odd enough when am sick or depressed, I don't eat for few days... until one of my doctors said to me 4 years ago that.. "I need to eat proper meal as he didn't want to see me disappear.."

:D... oh well.. gonna try finish up this porridge.. *sigh*