Changeable

I'm having a hard time deciding what route to take. There's upsides to both. Obvious benefits to each and definite downsides too. Negative state of mind needs to be avoided....to present positive vibes is the aim, but hard when neither option is ideal!

Wouldn't it be grand to be someone to whom such choices was easy, came naturally. I know people like that. They wouldn't need help and I'm not sure would react well if it were offered. Probably consider it an insult that you would think they would consider seeking it. Always felt I needed to be one such person. Have always felt it were expected of me, not necessarily deliberately so, but somehow...just was.

Sometimes, I'd like someone else to make up my mind for me. Ever felt that? I'm not talking life changing stuff, necessarily. Just small things. I never have a problem deciding between poached or scrambled. Answer's often different, but always quick. With some people you always expect the answer "What are you having?'....or..."I don't mind, you surprise me."....or..."Whatever is easiest!". Answer is of course 'Nothing...that's easiest!'.

No, I'm not really talking eggs. I'm talking 'should I' or 'shouldn't I' stuff. Stuff that you'll never know if it was right or wrong, better or worse. You could be right. You could be wrong.

Like the weather today, couldn't make up it's mind. My pics are literally no more than 20 mins apart....same day...same spot. Matters not much. We saw both. Like eggs, you can always have scrambled tomorrow. But with some stuff, you just know both are going to hurt, just which will hurt the least?

Unlike the weather, whichever choice, there'll be no changing.