From my point of view

So yesterday I went to the pub with my brother,S, and friends, T and SJP. We ended up meeting some random people and just chatted with them for most of the night.

It was nice to have a guys night out and gave me a chance to take my mind off A, even just for a while, but my mind still wanders back to her.
I still want her to know that we're friends and I will always love her. I will do anything to prove that to her, but for now, I'm going to wait.

Today, me and SJP spent a few hours shopping in Southend and I picked up A's birthday presents. I didn't have a chance to give them to her on her birthday (long story) so I'm going to give them to her some day soon. This will (hopefully) show A that I still want to maintain our friendship and that whilst I haven't given up hope that we'll work things out, for now I'll give her some space.

I thought of this photo whilst sitting in my room, just a photo of me, but through my glasses, I was hoping for a more distorted image, but I still like it.
I feel like I need to think about other's feeling, and see things from their point of view, especially when it comes to A

Everything you see or hear or experience in any way at all is specific to you. You create a universe by perceiving it, so everything in the universe you perceive is specific to you.

Douglas Adams, in Mostly Harmless