*Sigh*

So, yesterday was the first day in two months that I haven't blipped. I don't even know what to say about that. I am feeling very guilty! I can't stop thinking about it. I can't go back in time and change it though. I just have to pick up with today. But, I know seeing that little hole in the calendar is going to irk me forever.

I almost never open the shutters when I am home working, but today I did and saw that it makes a lovely shadow on the wall. Sometimes it feels like we are living behind bars, which in a way, we are.