Remember this Moment

Everyone said it, cherish every minute because they go by so fast. I don't think it set in until today. I cried last night, this morning and when driving home from work. Words can't express all the emotions I felt going back to work. Anxiety, guilt, sadness...but women do it everyday. And i know it will get easier...and it will make me appreciate more the time that I do get to spend with Miles.

I bought this picture frame at pottery barn last month, even though I thought it was a bit cheesey. But over the years, while on vacations or during a perfect sunny day on the river, my husband and I have often said to each other to remember this moment, remember this day. And so when I saw it, I had to get it. Because nothing compares to having our baby Miles, and so many times since he's been born I close my eyes and tell myself to remember this moment. Especially this photo, the day after he was born, sleeping on my chest.

If I'm this bad today, I can't imagine how I'll feel on his first day of school, or graduation, or any other major event...can't even go there or I'll start crying again!