Sha Sha

"nothing isn't nothing, nothing's something that's important to me. that's right. and everyone's a little nothing, that's ok, that's how it should
be."

I got about 4 hours of sleep last night.
That might be good for some people, but for me it means that today I won't be functioning very much. Oh well.
I was up thinking about life, and what I am going to do with mine.

I got up and I talked to my mom for a little bit, which is extremely rare for me.
She told me that it is okay that I don't know yet.
It was reassuring hearing that from her actually.

I know that I will keep thinking about it, and that it will keep bothering me - but at least I know that it is okay to worry about something like that and I shouldn't be in a rush to figure out something so important.

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Today has been a good day so far, even though I am tired.
Tomorrow is going to be a good day as well. Except going to the doctor, that will not be fun.
I will be seeing a friend that I miss though, which will be great and will totally make up for the awfulness of seeing a doctor.