My Day Got Better

EDIT: Evan's girlfriend, Beverly, brought me this homemade Rice Krispie treat heart. Pretty much made my day infinitely better. So I changed my blip. Sorry!

I wonder how long this has said cafe - a while I'm guessing, as the building it's on is no longer a cafe and there isn't one anywhere nearby.

I'm feeling a little restless, a little overwhelmed, a little frightened today. I've never been good at censoring myself (really have never been able to learn why this is necessary for some things) - I can do it when it makes sense to me, but right now I am struggling with not sharing news yet. Add to that a tragic accident yesterday which I am still waiting to be able to talk about anywhere, and I find myself pondering the whole concept of "censoring" or "editing" things in one's life.

Sometimes I am very good at dropping it all, at not worrying. Other times I find it hits me in waves, overwhelming, for no reason. I find that I no longer worry about the big things (I've learned this is futile) but overworry about small, insignificant things almost not worth mentioning.

Sigh.