Jacob's Ladder

Did you know that Jacob's Ladder actual is biblical?
Read Genisis 28:11-19

Anyway, I found this toy under my bed. Sometimes it feels like the ladder is a representation of my life. And i can look at it in so many ways. If i say, i feel like i always get knocked back down when i reach the top, that's what the ladder appears to look like. Only you'll recall that you are always holding that same block. I need to learn not to feel like i'm knocked down, because it is just an illusion (as that of the ladder.) As I look at my life, I'm getting ready to go through a major change. I think one of the best things to realize right now is that I am in control of my life, well Hopefully God is actually. Rather, I'm in control of my attitude about my life. Everything bad in my life has shaped me into who i am today, if not dirrectly, then in how i tried to deal with it.

Thanks for reading. Those are just my thoughts tonight.
~His~