Pesky fish on a sad day

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Today has been a bit of a mixed bag ? my Grandmother died this afternoon which is a horrible shame but it has led to some rather mixed emotions ? I am very sad that she is no longer with us however for the last 4 years or so she has not really been my Grandmother ? she has slowly deteriorated ? in the end it feels almost a bit of a relief for her that she does not have to go through it anymore.

The problem is that it feels awful to even say something like that but I mean it completely sincerely ? she was in a home in Bournemouth and whilst they looked after her very well I can?t help but feel that she would not have liked to have been the way that she was and I hope that she is now with my Grandad and happy again.

She will be missed.