The Broken Clown

I never thought I'd see the day
When all my love would drain away
I watch it slowly be released leaving just a shell
Remaining just a memory in my little hell
Never thought I'd see the day when my worst fears came true
Holding back the tears I shed
I hold them in now for the sake of sanity
I hold myself above you're vanity
Your little world came crashing down
When I became this broken clown
I wear a mask for you to see
All that could become of me
Broken and battered you took what?s left
Now I stand here on this cleft
Dare I jump or shall I remain
This broken clown may go insane.