Anticipation

Yet another method of procrastination; imagining how joyous freedom will be when it comes.. at midday on Friday 21st May. Done a little revision tonight and my efforts were rewarded when I received a poem written by a friend which is utterly beautiful and now pinned up on my wall.

I've only realised right now how good a day I've had. Despite having timetabled classes all day I didn't go to a single one, preferring to spend my final day at school with the people I love the most. Yet again, did something ridiculously stupid when I came home but, although it would usually dampen my spirits, today, nothing can touch me because I know that, disregarding exams and Prizegiving etc, I never have to go back to school. And that, fellow blippers, is the best feeling I've felt in a long time.

I've also convinced my parents to let me go away - I almost cried when they told me they'd booked something up. I can't wait to get my life back. To immerse myself in a good book and not feel guilty for reading when I could have been revising instead. To walk aimlessly for hours without knowing where I'm going. To actually feel like I'm living rather than just surviving and going through the motions. I. Cannot. Wait.

All in all, it has been a truly beautiful day.