Sunshine

Finally getting some much needed sunshine! In Albuquerque, N.M the sun shines pretty much everyday. So when I lived there for 10 years w/my son (prior to getting married 6yrs ago) the depression and s.a.d was under control. Too bad for me that Oregon weather is so gloomy most days. I suppose if my life was not in constant negativity and chaos, or if I actually had a pleasant marriage, one with compassion, depth, and true love, well, then I would be able to deal w/the weather, and my emotional/physical issues....sigh...can't go back, only forward...or in my case just staying the same. Can't seem to break free of this mess I call my life. Sorry for the blah post, but these are my memories, my life experiences and I hope to one day look back through these pics and posts and see improvement....soon?