This might explain it

Horrible tummy ache this night.
A good weekend on many levels.
Saw too much red.
Met a new friend.
Proud to be where I am.
Absolutely content in my relationship.
Way too much work.
Thriving on it.
Exhausted.
Becoming so comfortable that it is beginning to feel like home when I'm not at home.
A little worried about everyone being taken care of.
Torn.
Taking care of life, getting things done, not sure how I'm doing this.
But I am.
It feels good.
Missing my grandpa.
Can't wait for hugs!
Wishing and hoping that he will meet my love someday soon.
This is important to me. xo