Divided

I constantly feel divided. Nearly on everything. Divided over studies and people in my life and the paths to take.

The only positive I can take from being so divided is I'm more able to see both sides/points of view in most things in life.

Anyway, instead of studying I spray painted my wall with my division over it. I'm awful at spray painting. The scarf wasn't great at keeping out fumes but better than nothing. One day I'd love to master spray painting but I've no idea how I can do that.

Off to find out how to be determined.