Is it just me....

.....but today I did an emotional thunder & lightening storm, and it all came about for the most stupid reason at the most unexpected time. But it looks like it might have been overdue. It's possibly been the most stressful and strangest nine months with big life changes, three breavements in a short space of time and all in all I was doing really well alternating between emotional showers and emotional sunshine. But today took the biscuit!

I decided to tackle the garden again, an attempt a few weeks ago was rather pathetic. So roughly two hours in I looked at myself covered in mud and dirt, surveyed the garden and feel in to a heap of soil & promptly burst in to tears because it looked worse than it did when I started. I then took a leaf from my ten year olds book of a few weeks ago and was cross and annoyed at just about everything that was wrong in my world. Just hope yesterday's line spies were not observing they might decide that I am pregnant as I was definatly doing over emotional and exhausted to a stellar degree.

So after the storm passed and I kicked off my manky clothes, mud encased wellies, had a shower and went to bed and had a nap! Anyhow I'm still exhausted but the nice kind where I've dropped everything, am going to stop trying to do everything and chill! Wihtout a doubt I'm on strike for the rest of the weekend at least! And it seems Mamma Mia is just about perfect for evening viewing - that will be until Pierce Brosnan does a solo, no self respecting girl could listen to that!

I did take a look at the garden a shortwhile ago and guess what it's still a mess but it didn't look THAT bad!

The emotional storm has cleared the air time to embrace endings and beckon in beginings and just get on with it & what bets I'll have the best nights sleep in an age too :o)

You still wondering why what it all has to do with my photo today, well this is my notebook with quotes and photos that normally inspire me and keep me on track but at times it fails........sometimes an emotional thunderstorm is essential.