To my favorite boys...

Bradley, bringing you to the beach was probably one of the funnest things I did all week. You have no idea how much it kills me to be living in a place where I cant have you by my side 24/7. For some reason that whole time of having you with me, I had tears in my eyes because I knew I had to take you back to the home you're staying at. I miss you so much BradleyBear... I miss having you around me all of the time. I miss walking to the bathroom and having to let you in when I'm in the shower because you are crying at the door. Or doing my hair at the sink and having to stand still because you fell asleep on my feet. Or trying to walk out of the gate and having to come back because you are making too much noises. Pretty much, it does not feel good not having you by my side.

Mannybaby, oh my it is so nice having these two weeks with you. Even though I know that it means that your time to leave is approaching, it is great to get to enjoy so much time with you. I just want to let you know that I am going to be fine. When you leave me, of course I am going to be so very sad but know that I am ready. You are never going to leave my mind and every morning I am going to wake up with the picture of you smiling at me. Every night I am going to shut my eyes remembering how much fun we had before you left and how much fun we are going to have when you return to me. I love you to pieces my darling marine.