Windowsill.

Haven't had a good day. Got home at about 1 having had quite a bad panic attack and spent the rest of the day feeling shakey and horrible. I honestly don't know how to cope with life at the moment. I have to go to Bristol on Monday and I really don't know how I'm going to manage. I wish I could fast forward time. This feeling is why people take drugs. That said, I read that in one experiment ecstasy actually cured PTSD patients so maybe that is what I should do.

Day 13 ? A song that is a guilty pleasure

You have permission to shoot me. It's just so damn catchy!!