A bit Green

I was PITY, party of one, this morning!

Looking at the website at internal jobs, not qualified for any of them. It was my choice to marry and have babies young and go to college for Child Development units and not get a degree in anything. I was kicking myself to think that I don't do something creative for a living. I don't wish for a moment that I would take back being home with the kids for 5 years of their young lives. I don't take back for moment working at the preschool for 13.5 years, it was a blessing and a blast. There is no way to tell if things would have been different, that I would have done anything differently. I was just playing Miss Pity this morning, and I snapped out of it quick enough. I am afraid I will go there a few times before it is all over with.

My hubby is still struggling with his job. There is turmoil and stress, long hours and concern. Jase can't find work (went to an interview, 200 people showed up for 7 spots, he made it to the 2nd round and they let me go home), my girl feels stuck in her job and she has a degree in a highly creative field and has been sending resumes, but NOTHIN.

Maybe we all need to start a business. We are all very creative in our own right. We pretty much work well together. That might be tricky though. Just talking out loud...what if...hmmmmm!!!

Still smiling...sort of!!! *followed by nervous sigh

But look....I found a greenish flower....Happy St. Paddy's Day!!! :)

May the road rise up to meet you.
May the wind always be at your back.
May the sun shine warm upon your face,
and rains fall soft upon your fields.
And until we meet again,
May God hold you in the palm of His hand.