I miss home.

I've been thinking about the Philippines lately. It's been six years since I've been back. Lots has changed. So many of my relatives have passed away. It's different now. I miss my cousins, my aunts, the food, the atmosphere. Hopefully I'll be able to go back soon.

Am I a jealous person? I don't think I've really been put to test. Relationship wise that is. However, I have been jealous of my younger sister on several occasions. Sibling jealousy. I wonder if that leads to being jealous in other relationships?

I'm currently despising a certain "friend". I just hate being used.